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Post by kota » Sun Nov 17, 2013 9:46 pm

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I hide my face but I’m

crying out for help

and all I want is to

sleep it off again

in a chemical haze.

Can’t you hear me

can’t you see me

standing in the rain

falling from my own

slipping, angry mind.

I don’t care, I don’t.

Be blind, don’t see

so I can be guilty

without the feeling

of a conscience.

Let me fall and be

unstable and free,

or chained, I’m not

sure which is which

where I am tonight.

In the morning I’ll

be better, put on

a new face so you

can forget and I

can forget that I

fell from the place

I crawled my way to.

I am animal in

the dark of night

and human only in

the harsh light of

an unknowing, or

just denial-ridden

and shameful, morning.

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