Transgender Forum

as i walk thru the shadows of death i start to weep for i can see a river of blood flowing from my flesh and seep into the sheets beneath my head now as i lay smothered in darkness i watch my soul burn to black and the ashes flee with the wind while blood stained fingers trace a trail of broken skin...

everyday i smile to hide my lies
but if you look into my eyes
all i want to do is cry cuz
every moment i die
alil more inside

and now im left
holding on by seems
where only in my dreams
do my whispers turn to screams.

As i lay drowned in silence the images that flood my memory darken the days ahead. Only now that the weight of my fears crush me . Do i feel the tears of angels fall like rain for a soul so splintered in pain and as the life fades from my body i begin to wonder why only in our darkest silence do we ...

as i walk through my life im surrounded by chaos and the music that once gave me a sigh of relief no longer cloaks me in silence only now that the lines of reality start to blur im left staring at my reflection in the mirror and i can feel the man inside tremble in fear and the woman within weep fro...

as i walk through my life im surrounded by chaos and the music that once gave me a sigh of relief no longer cloaks me in silence only now that the lines of reality start to blur im left staring at my reflection in the mirror and i can feel the man inside tremble in fear and the woman within weep fro...

i look up and i can see a wall of stained glass and rays of light shine though as they kiss my skin a burning sets in for the darkness i feel inside wont go down without a fight and with every breath i take the scars that cover my souls ache i look to the distance and theres no end in sight only a t...

my tears cant hide no longer their fallin down my face and theres a crawling in my arms the blade is taunting me i give in and as the liquid oozes down my arm the pain lessens with every drop that falls to the floor i feel weak and satisfied. the pain is gone the hurt and sadness fades. scars remain...

My battle has only begun and the world isnt what its meant to be as my veil of innocence disappears a world full of death and degrading greed has revealed a lifetime of sorrow and the path set before me pulls me deeper into the darkness and all i can see is a glittering light in the distance like li...

help is all i keep sayin in my head all i want is to be free from the hold he has on me. i can still feel him touching me its crawling in my skin. accompanied by a feelin of discust . the very thought of his hands on me makes the walls seem as if they are closing in on me and as the darkness engulfs...

i look up and the walls are closin in on me thier fallin 2 my feet everythin is runnin through my mind but all i hear is my voice sayin u aint got no more time its gettin louder theres cryin in tha background but wait its me i can see the vile indecency i cant take this painful secracy fallin 2 da m...