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Jennytrkdr
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WHEN I FIRST KNEW

Post by Jennytrkdr » Wed May 23, 2012 1:09 pm

JENNY IS THE NAME I USE; REALLY IT'S THE ONLY NAME THAT I CAN USE; BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT. IT IS KIND OF FUNNY THE WAY I DISCOVERED THAT I MAY HAVE BEEN BORN A BOY; BUT I REALLY WAS A GIRL. WHEN I WAS 13 IN THE SEVENTH GRADE ONE OF THE GIRLS THAT I KNEW ASKED ME TO TAKE A LITTLE TEST. OF COURSE I WANTED TO KNOW WHAT TYPE OF TEST; BUT SHE INFORMED ME THAT KNOWING THE REASON FOR THE TEST WOULD RUIN THE RESULTS. SO I TOOK HER TEST; WE WERE AT THE SCHOOL LIBARAY SO WE HAD TO BE QUIET; FIRST SHE TOLD ME TO GO TO THE BOOK CASE AND LOOK AT THE BOTTOM OF MY SHOE AS IF THERE WAS SOMETHING THERE; I DID THAT; THEN SHE SAID TO ACT LIKE I WAS STRIKING A MATCH; I DID THAT; THEN SHE TOLD ME TO PULL OUT A CHAIR AND SIT DOWN AT THE TABLE AND CROSS MY LEGS; I DID THAT. SHE THEN TOLD ME THE RESULTS OF HER LITTLE TEST. SHE INFORMED ME THAT EVERYTHING THAT I DID; I DID JUST LIKE A GIRL. VERY FUNNY I REPLIED AND WE BOTH LAUGHED.

I KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE RESULTS OF HER LITTLE TEST AND THE NEXT TIME I WAS LEFT TO BABYSIT WHEN MY DAD, STEP-MOM AND STEP-AUNT WENT OUT I PUT THE KIDS TO BED EARLY. I KNEW THAT I COULD FIT INTO MY AUNT CLOTHES I JUST HAD TO KNOW WHAT I WOULD LOOK LIKE IF I DRESSED THE WAY A GIRL SHOULD. I WAS GOING TO DO THIS RIGHT; I SHAVED MY LEGS AND UNDERARMS AND WENT TO MY AUNT'S ROOM TO SELECT WHAT I WOULD WEAR. I SELECTED PINK PANTY AND BRA; STUFFED WITH A PAIR OF MY SOCKS; A PURPLE DRESS WITH FLOWERS ON IT I PULLED ON PANYHOSE AND PUT ON BLACK HIGH HEELS. NEXT ON THE LIST TO DO WAS MAKE-UP. I SAW MY AUNT DO HER A FEW TIMES AND I WATCHED THE GIRLS AT SCHOOL; SO I KNEW THE BASICS; HOWEVER; KNOWING HOW AND DOING ARE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS. IT WAS AFTER AT MY FIRST ATTEMPT. MY AUNT HAD A BROWN FALL TYPE WIG AND I PUT IT ON. WHEN I LOOKED AT THE MIRROR I SAW THE GIRL I WAS MENT TO BE; NO DOUBT IN MY MIND I KNEW THAT THE LITTLE TEST WAS RIGHT. THAT WAS 44 YEARS AGO AND I STILL HAVEN'T MADE IT TO THE END OF THE ROAD; BUT I HAVE NO DOUBT I WILL GET THERE SOMEDAY.

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