to my fear of coming out..just for you

[lillyv]

the loving and the hating \
the fire it takes while creating
its the middle of our soul
that we bare to the world
its what keeps us whole
in the times that you feel so cold
when your heart beats
baboom baboom
it makes lightning so bright if lifts my mood
because then i can see in this empty room
varoom varoom
that the sound of me running over your dreams
can i hear the screams?
while you sleep?
as you did to me so long ago
in a far off world i will never again go?
do you even know how much you scare and scarred
me?