a quickie for tg called wanting to belong

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MascariaDark
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a quickie for tg called wanting to belong

Post by MascariaDark » Sat Feb 22, 2014 1:33 am

How I crave to belong and loved not pushed or shoved
A place to fit in and blend somewhere new to begin.
I look over in over but its always the same exposure.
There cruelty my insecurities is always scaring me
This second guessing never helps I stall in whelp
The misery becomes my duality for deep inside is another me
How hate and sadness consumes me everyday i'm losing the battle i'm afraid
Wondering to myself maybe its my denial that made me this way the real me I haven't became
Now I have one chance to know that I don't want to blow I want to win and find kin
But this is all new to me in confusing to be .
Will I find clarity and many who cherish me.
Or i'm I a offspring of cain destined for pain a curse that will remain.
I have hope for tg seems to be a great place to build up my faith
But and my mind lingers a simple question will I make a mistake that will leave me lost and displaced
Only time will tell for now I will watch in observe I rather listen then be heard
And when appropriate throw in some words just being able to say hello in get a smile is good enough for me for better days I pray

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