Transgender Forum

Hopeless i'm feeling out of focus
i never ever choose this
my whole life made a reject
by people who cant accept
that somehow i'am different
a feeling which brings regret

Sometimes i want to submit
but darkness makes me forget
so that is what i'm holding
never letting go in
some people say i'm changing
cause i'm not entertaining
there way of life and ideals
just labeled mentally ill

Because of the way i feel
dark clothing is my appeal
protection its a force field
for people who are not real
intentions they soon reveal
to hurt control and use me
though they cannot confuse see

I gave up all emotion
not ever being open
for me its so much better
this loneliness forever
as long as i have darkness
then somehow i can exist
and so i stay and love it