Lets introduce yourself

[KimOrbit]

Hi, Waves
[first of all before every thing Im sorry because of my english. my spoken language is not english.]

I am new to this website and it's friendly users. im wondering if you can tell me who you are. Ill be glad to be introduced with you.

and would you mind givving me a summary of your life??

thank you alot, Kiss

Kim Orbit

[KimOrbit]

first of all im going to talk about my self. i think its better in this way.

I am 18. Im a T-Girl. and I live in Iran.
actually my name is "Mohammad Kazem Azizollahi" but I thaught its too long and I've changed my name with my friends and I have told my friends to call me "Kit Orbit"... but my biggest wish is to reach a day that every one calls me "KiM Orbit" or "Yasmin Azizollahi".

I live in a strict religos family and they dont belive in transgender problem. they cant understand it. then they have prohibited everything feminine for me since they found some points of being feminine in me. (in those days i was 8) then I lost all of my dolls and I wasn't allowed to play or even talk to girls. It was and advise from a doctor. every thing had becomerab too hard for me and i tried to change every thing. BOOM. I told my mother about my problem and result my being ignored in hole family.

[they are not exactly ignoring me. they are ignoring my requests.] then i stayed on the line of life to reach 18. its a time that i can choose for my self what to do.the first thing I've done in my 18 birthday was buying a rabit doll for my self and post it to home. (one of my friends lives in America) on that it was written "a gift from America to my Friend". my mother sensed that it was from my friend and its gift of my birthday. BOOM. on my birthday when i opened that gift every one was surprised. my father wanted to get that rabit but my mother didn't let him. I warmly huged that rabit. It was a good feeling that i hadn't sensed that feeling since i was 8. the only thing i did on that situation was crying on shoulder of a doll. it was wonder full.

and im going to buy hormones in the hole week and i want to start my hormone therapy without informing my family

[KimOrbit]

oops, im back again. I've forgot to tell something.

I have seen a doctor for starting hormone therapy and I have researched about them around 6 month. with my little science I warn every one about illegal usage of hormones. hormones are messangers of body and if you take them wrong it will harm you. even if you have visited a doctor you must go and take hormone test once a month to guaranty your safety.

My best wishes. Kim Orbit

[iammarley]

Hi! I'm new here and would like to make friends. I prefer to go by Marley. I'm not sure who I am right now...was hoping to get some positive and supportive feedback. I am a biological female, but I'm not sure if I'm transgendered or simply enjoying cross-dressing. I've grown up sheltered, so when I watched the movie Boys Don't Cry, it really opened my eyes to a whole new world to me. I cut off my hair and bought men's clothes. I don't pass well at all though. I am top-heavy and have trouble binding. My face is also feminine. I'm Pre-T at the moment. I want to make sure I know exactly who I am before doing something irreversible, so I'm working on that with my therapist. I love wearing men's clothes. I stopped wearing a bra because it makes me feel like a woman and it makes me feel uncomfortable. I feel awkward using the women's restroom. It's little things like these that troubles me. Although, I'm not big on "labels", I'd like to know what you guys think I fit into. I have a deep sense of confusion about myself, and could use some support, advice and encouragement.

Enough of the drama....just a bit about me:
I LOVE art. I enjoy drawing and painting, and my favorite topic is Figure Studies
I play guitar and am working on an album
I'm a HUGE animal lover (I have a cat, hedgehog and guinea pig)
I find solace in writing poems an songs
I'm married to a wonderful, loving transgendered man

I hope to get to make new friends as I don't really have many people to talk to or people who understand my sexuality.
If you would like to get to know more about me, feel free to tell me. Thank you in advance!

[MsusanE]

Hello all; I am not sure where to start.

I grew up as a "boy" but that was never quite right. I built a good life. I have a wonderful family and a fabulous career. From the outside I am sure everything looks like peaches and cream. On the inside, it is daggers and pain.

I know a fair number of people who have transitioned, or are transitioning, but I don't think I can do that. It is not my life, or my role in that life, but my body that doesn't fit. It looks right from the outsude but FEELS SO WRONG from here ! Does that make any sense?

Am I actually alone in this?

[elixoxo]

im new here too..my nickname is Eli & im a man in womans body...and im gay hehe confusing right?
my family dosent know, they just think im like tomboy with a femenine touch too it..soo yeah..i would love too get to know some ppl, share stories etc. hope too see you soonn buddies hahah ♡

[Gibson]

Felt the need to post here First off welcome MsusanE and Eli!!

I'm Ryan, and always since i was 5 felt like i was a man trapped in a female body. Eli by the way I am to "gay" lol. I have a wonderful life in indiana with my fiancee, who happens to also be ftm. I'm masculine but also not afraid to be a bit of the feminine, sensitive side. I grew up in a small town where I never heard at young age what trans was. I just knew there was some thing. Still pre everything, but I'm alright with that for the time being. Doesnt make me any less of the man I am. If wasn't for the connections of friends Ive made online, my life would be alot more difficult. Lets see some my main hobby's I do are drawing, playing guitar, cooking, chatting, some tv shows, collection of movies, and i haven't done much of poems/writing but I think maybe ill get back to doing that. Anyways, hope to get to know you all soon!

[TeriLee]

MsusanE, you are not alone, I have gone through that myself and just last year came out to my family and friends. Thankfully most of my family were supportive, the kids accepted easier and quicker than I thought. Hopefully things will work out for you.